I went from monk to evangelist in one trip to the post office. I mailed in the final draft of my book, and suddenly I was no longer the solitary writer relishing hours at my desk; I had become the mingling, preaching book promoter in the spotlight of a large conference hall. So content in my introvert-soaked word just minutes earlier, I had been abruptly launched into the scary, extroverted world of "the proactive author," that half-introvert, half-extrovert dynamo who is all the buzz in the cash-strapped publishing world. Yet I resolved that I would never let fear speak or decide for me, and so when the radio stations called, I answered, and when the speaking invitations came, I gratefully accepted.
Admittedly, some of these forays into the extroverted were fun, like the few surreal times that I was "recognized" or the day I literally chased down one of my heroes in a hotel parking lot, breathing hard like a stalker, in order to get a book endorsement. Though I was of course gratified that people were interested in my work, each interview and speech made me feel a little separated from myself, almost disembodied, like someone else was doing the talking while I was watching.
To read the full article, with contributions from three other introverted authors, go here.
... oh yeah - I've experienced those "like someone else was doing the talking while I was watching" encounters.
ReplyDeleteAnd it hit me later on that it's in those "out of body" episodes that God is the one doing the talking. Through me. I just happen to be there, willing to let Him do what He wants to do.
Kind of takes the pressure off us introverts, doesn't it ...
Linda
Hi Adam,
ReplyDeleteThe interview you did that I heard was with Sheridan Voysey from 'The Open House' on 103.2FM, Sydney, Australia, on 22nd August 2010. You sounded confident in your material without needing to speak at Sheridan or reel off words at a hundred miles per hour. The substance of your message made such an impression on me that I asked a family member to buy me your book for Christmas. From one introvert to another, you did alright. :)
Thanks Pondering Pilgrim. I did that interview after having about 30 under my belt, so that helped. My book has actually been selling pretty well in Australia, which has been a surprise to me. Probably in large part due to that interview.
ReplyDeleteAnd Creekside, I agree that we're praying that God will be speaking through us. I think we're a bit more active in the process than you seem to, but I'm with you that we're trusting our words will be God's words to people.
... oh yeah - I've experienced those "like someone else was doing the talking while I was watching" encounters.
ReplyDeleteAnd it hit me later on that it's in those "out of body" episodes that God is the one doing the talking. Through me. I just happen to be there, willing to let Him do what He wants to do.
Kind of takes the pressure off us introverts, doesn't it ...
Linda